If I Was Your Girl
Meredith Russo
- Reading
- Because the story includes suicide, sexual violence and physical harm, consider checking in as you read and pausing where needed. You might agree in advance how to handle sections that feel intense.
- Themes
- Disclosure and trust: Amanda wants to be known by friends and Grant, yet fears that sharing her past may change how they see her. The conflict is presented through Amanda's competing wish for closeness and concern about others' reactions.
- Timeline and suspense: Chapters move between the present and earlier periods, placing Amanda's current relationships alongside past events. The shifts provide context for how Amanda's past and present relate, while asking the reader to track when each scene occurs.
- Worth knowing
- The novel includes bullying and physical assault, sexual violence including an attempted rape, a gun threat, suicide, an overdose attempt, drinking and drug use. It also contains profanity and some kissing and nudity.