A relationship-focused coming-of-age story about a student discovering what she feels and wants, while school, friendship and family pressures shift around her. It offers a queer girl at the centre of the story and treats her emotional life as significant.
More about this book
Ashleigh Walker is a mediocre student with an assortment of friends, a sort-of boyfriend, and no plans for the future. Then a straight-from-college English teacher, Miss Murray, takes over Ash s class and changes everything. Miss Murray smiles a lot. She shares poetry with curse words in it. She s, well, cool. And she seems to really care about her students. About Ashleigh. For the first time, Ash feels an urge to try harder. To give something someone her best. Before she knows it, Ashleigh is in love. Intense, heart-racing, all-consuming first love. It s strong enough to distract her from worrying about bad grades and her parents marriage troubles. But what will happen if Miss Murray finds out Ashleigh is in love with her?
sexual identitycoming outself-understandingpower imbalanceinfatuationboundariesdivorcefriendshiprelationships
FictionNovel
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Themes in Context
Sexual identity and coming out
Ashleigh explores her sexuality and comes out to her parents; the story presents this within a wider coming-of-age narrative.FavourableFavourable: the book presents this theme approvingly or positively.Favourable: the book presents this theme approvingly or positively.
How the book presents it: The book presents this favourably.
Talk about: How does Ashleigh’s understanding of herself change, and what kinds of support does she encounter?
Teacher–student boundaries
Ashleigh becomes intensely attracted to her English teacher, Miss Murray, while the teacher appears to care about her and helps her confidence and writing.AmbiguousAmbiguous: the book leaves its position open to more than one reasonable reading.Ambiguous: the book leaves its position open to more than one reasonable reading.
How the book presents it: The book leaves its stance open to more than one reading.
Talk about: How does the story handle the difference between a student’s feelings and an adult teacher’s responsibilities?
Family and friendship change
Ashleigh’s parents’ marriage fails while her closeness with friends changes; she also navigates romantic expectations and a regretful experience with Dylan.Exploratory / explanatoryExploratory / explanatory: the book explains or explores the subject without an established evaluative position.Exploratory / explanatory: the book explains or explores the subject without an established evaluative position.
How the book presents it: The story examines how relationships shift under pressure, with honesty and changing expectations presented as recurring concerns.
Talk about: Which relationships help Ashleigh face change, and which expectations does she need to revise?
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Why It May Be Worth Reading
This may suit readers seeking a story about identity without reducing its protagonist to sexuality alone. Its emotional range includes attraction, uncertainty, family strain, friendship changes and choices about personal boundaries.
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What Deserves Attention
Consider whether the treatment of Ashleigh’s attraction to her teacher and her relationship with Dylan feels balanced and clear about boundaries.
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A Conversation Worth Having
How does Ashleigh distinguish intense feelings from relationships that carry unequal power, and what does the story suggest about speaking honestly when family, friendship or romantic expectations become difficult?
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Reading Approach
Read alongside an open conversation about consent, adult–student boundaries and the difference between feelings and actions. Pause after major relationship changes, allowing space to discuss coming out without assuming a particular label or response.
Confidence & Basis
Theme indicators describe how the book presents a topic; they are not a verdict on the whole book or your family's values. Confidence reflects how much book-specific material was checked. Only part of the book information was available, so some details remain unconfirmed.
What remains unconfirmed
Sexual identity and coming out: The detailed coming-out scene, its aftermath and the ending are not fully available.
Teacher–student boundaries: The teacher’s actions, the consequences and the final boundary-setting are not fully described.
Family and friendship change: The long-term outcomes for her parents, friendship and romantic relationships are not fully established.